words we should never have left unsaid

 Here's to the things left unsaid and the thoughts unexpressed.

Dear John,

I won't ask you anything if this is the last time for me. Thinking about couple days ago, when we were stuck, hurt, and pained. I never want this happened to you. I just keep thinking what was my fault. And deep inside my heart, I beg your pardon. Maybe you didn't understand what I want. But now forget it. Forget about everything I've asked to you. I would repeal all. Realize that everything I want is you.

Now I know why people change. Cause time did. I'm afraid I wouldn't find you. I'm afraid things would never be the same. I'm too afraid to lose you. But if you wanna go, just go ahead and never look back. Cause once you look back you would see me still taking the pains.

Baby, how can we're broken? Your fault? My fault? Others' fault? Why a little misunderstanding may leads into fall out?

I miss us. My life is falling apart and I can feel it. I'm trying to get over this and trying to put it all over together but it seems like the more I'm trying to fix this the deeper I get hurt. Because not all words fit to their meanings. Sometimes what is said is not what is meant and what is meant is left unsaid.

I get hurt to the point where I cried for days. Yet I still love you more than anything and I'd take you back in a second.

                                                                                                                                         Marry