i just wish i could make everything okay for you

Hi Stranger :) i call you stranger because i don't know who you are anymore. 

People make mistake. So do i. Maybe i've made a mistake for letting you go. But there's nothing i can do for you. I just made a lot of mistake. For telling you that i hate you. But actually, that words mean I hate you of letting me go because you didn't do anything to hold me, you didn't force me to be with you; you just fvckin let me go like you're okay just by doing that. I wish you could make me stay, told me that everything's gonna be alright, I really really wish you would promise me everything that can make me trust you. 

I know it'll be no use to beg you again to be here. There were just too many times I've done it to you. I think it's enough. It won't make you come back, right? 

I'm sorry for every word I've said that night. Hope you'll understand the real means I've tried to say to you this time.